Golden Kid

So I just looked at my calender at it seems that my b-day is 25 days time.

Not to happy about this. That means Im gona be 19 yrs old. Not that theres anything wrong with being 19, its just …. it means I it will be my last yr of being a teenager. And a yr older to 20. And that much closer to being a grown-up. I HATE growing UP! Its always been my problem. Wish I could age backwards to when Im a kid and then stay that way.

I just gotta keep reminding myself that age is just a number. It means nothing but how many years you have been alive on this earth. Not the maturity that you are. It does suck that there are curtain “critera” that comes with your new age. Like, okay so im 18 …. wat does that mean … get a job … study in college and start driving …. okay so those things do sound cool but they will come to me at a later stage of my life not now. Dont think im ready for all that yet … yet SO many people expect it from me.

If I could have my way, I would wish that Peter Pan come to my window at night with Tinkerbell and sprinkel me with fairy-dust and take me away to Neverland where I would never have to grow-up and have all these crazy responsibilities and have to worry about wat people think and wanting to find the perfect person to Love because in Never Neverland … none of that matters.

I would hangout with the Mermaids and the fairies. I would help and play with the lost Boys and tease the Pirates. I would have fun learning and spending time in the village. And I would FLY! So nothing could hold ME down.

Yeah… I will admit I will miss some things from earth, like my family and there are some beautiful things here to admire and enjoy. So with Peter Pan … I would fly here for a few hrs enjoying wat I can then go back to Neverland where I belong.

If only it were true ….

So, Im turning 19 ….. but Im still a fantasy Kid @ Heart